Burning the Soul!

It stings to be bruised with a force that is hard to heal. They say time heals all wounds but when the cut is so deep so as to make a permanent mark on it, where does the Morales , the rules of 'healing of the wound' go? You stretch your eyes forward, you vow yourself that you will remain unaffected, no matter how delirious, disastrous and heart-breaking the surroundings around you put up to test your integrity and will power, you are not supposed to reveal your pain, you are supposed to conceal you shattering torturous pain within you because you are without a confidante, without a soul who will calm the turbulence in your heart and mind. You are supposed to remain indifferent because lest you show your pain and suffering, you are bound to be chided and shooed away and you burden yourself with more pain than you intended to. You might have gone to dispose off the pain in the mere hope that you will be listened to, attended to with a protective, soothing voice but Alas! You are mistaken and disillusioned.

Is this particular individual, not a human being with humane feelings? Is she not entitled to the subtle gestures from her friends who have the power to divert her from her cyclonic state of mind? Does not she have a heart? Just because, she has undergone some damn serious situation, does that classify and segregate her as an outcast who should only mechanically breathe without complaining and provide happiness at all those around her? She does not complain that she is making others happy, but what displeases her sometimes, just seldom someone will make her happy, bring a smile onto her face and listen to her ramble. Yes, it is irritating to listen to the same thing repeatedly but, she desires that sometimes the person she looks upon will put herself in her shoes and see and feel the world through her perspective.

At the end of the day, 

Close your eyes and you Will see

The Person who won't give up on you!

Life is really a big maze with puzzles at all levels with transparent hints which are hard to locate against the opaque harsh black and white background. They say where there is a will, there is a way. But the instincts don't always help you out, they don't always protect you from what is inevitable. Every action is a precursor or a successor of a process. If you are strong enough in your beliefs, if you are able to make out the camouflage of signs, may be just may be you can avoid or overcome or stop the inevitable.

Once, a girl at prayer time was resuming her talk with God, whom she has designated as a special friend, as a friend who would help her out in his own way, who will be her confidante, will not mock her at the same time chide her in a way that she rectifies her mistake. So, on this particular day, she was talking and sensed that God was sad. She was concerned and asked Him the reason for his discomfort. Her Friend said, " You said you will be able to protect your friend but tomorrow it seems that you might not be able to keep your promise." The girl became worried and asked why did God feel so. To which, He replied," Because whatever, you are doing is not completely right. Yes, the universe conspires to make it happen in that way but the devils are also at work to taint her plans, so be careful." The girl partly pushed aside her worrying thoughts and concentrated on smiling and enjoying the moment.  But that proved heavy on her. The nest day her friend did fall into a pit of seemingly shallow trouble and she could do nothing to help her. She realized that since the morning, God had tried to warn her, had tried to make her aware of the hanging trouble that was about to anchor itself but she did not pay heed to it and failed in keeping her promise.

You need not be an ideal person in an ideal state to be at peace, all you need is to be aware of your surroundings and take charge of things. You need not be an atheist or a theist to be able to decipher the signs for a theist may be a total sinner without regret while an atheist may be a total devotee of righteousness. So, be a human being with rationality, feelings and above all respect for all those who hold you as important.